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Some poems I wrote.. some are really old, that I wrote when I was 19 or 20.. and some newer.. I probably should have made them each their own page, but this was eaiser.

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		In a moment you reached into my heart in an instant you tore my world apart In one second you were here and now you're gone In a lifetime will I learn how to go on?

You leave me breathless..

Like the moon and the stars

when they fill the night sky,

you cover me

Like the ocean waves,

you sweep over me

drawing me with you

I'm drowning

Your love carries me,

and I crave you like air

You are the sun

and the moon

and every possibility

for happiness in this world

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I heard you say hello

and my heart skipped a beat

you asked me to dance slow

you swept me off my feet

you whispered words to me

I so much longed to hear

and when you pulled me near

In spite of all my fears

I fell too soon

yes there were days of love

and nights where passions flared

I tried so not to fall

pretend I didn't care

but though I tried to be strong

and knew it was so wrong

somehow you captured me

and set my demons free

and I fell too soon

how could I be so blind

not to see where this would lead

been down this road before

and watched my poor heart bleed

I let you scale the walls

It took so long to build

and now I've paid the price

I'll pack my heart on ice

cuz I fell too soon

Entry for February 21, 2006

if a moment is all we have

if its all we're meant to share

if I dare to close my eyes

I'll wake up and you're not there

please tell me now

If I can't trust my heart

and these feelings aren't real

and these moments that we shared

are all just a crazy dream

please tell me now

If you don't want my love

and if I'm wasting my time

and your heart doesn't beat

to the sound of my name

please tell me now

but if you feel the same

if I'm all that you need

and the thought of me gone

brings you down to your knees

don't say a word

my hearts already heard

He isn't everything I've ever wanted

But he's more than I've come to expect

He comforts me and I am warmed by his devotion.

Well maybe I'm too demanding.

They say a woman always cries for the moon.

Even when she's reached her heart's desire.

I think I may have given in too soon.

Now here you stand before me with the moon in your hand

you offer me a new adventure

and a chance to reach the stars

You've tempted me,

but can you fill my heart

Should I change my life

For the sake of the moon.

To love is what you're after

Elusive sparks of light and fire.

Electric bits of ecstasy

To warm you through your life

Entire

To walk through heaven's gates on earth

a taste of angel's glow

Don't wait to long to capture it

It's later than you know.

Tell me
Can I love you?
Can I hold you in my arms?
Will you come to me
at the end of the day
and be there
til the morning sun
climbs into the sky?
Can I leave you,
and know when I return
that you are mine, and mine alone
and that you didn't burn
in someone else's arms while I was gone
Will you give away my kisses,
will you whisper my sweet words,
and lavish my affection on some stranger?
If I give to you my heart
can I trust you not to break it,
will you love me back with all
you have to give?
Will you wrap me in your arms,
and keep me safe from harm,
Please tell me what I really
need to know.
If I give you everything,
and all there is to take
and let you move into my empty heart
tell me if you can,
will you always be my man?
Tell me that we'll never be apart.

drifting, drowning, tossed upon the ocean waves

dreaming, wondering when will I be whole again

counting days and hours, waiting for some kinda clue

needing, wanting just a little sign from you

You treat me like a toy
a long forgotten plaything
tossed in the corner of your room
so your friends don't know you care.
But in the dark of night
you take me in your arms
and hold me like salvation
depends on just how closely
we can make our bodies mesh
and in your aching need to quench
the loneliness in your soul
you plunge deep within me
and cleanse yourself in the heat
of a dark and restless fire
a fire created by anger and passion
and faith
in the one thing you can believe in
when the walls come crashing in
Don't you worry little boy
I won't tell them how you cry
I won't let them know the secret
of just how small you really are
a child of thirty one
a lost and lonely babe
tossed out to the wolves of the world
to fend for yourself
And I am just your plaything
I'm nothing that you need
but I will be there waiting
in the corner of your room
to chase away the things
that go bump in the night

SHIVERS
You ran through the rain
soaked to the bone
water dripped like tiny rivers
down your face
Your clothes clung like second skin
outlining the hard planes of your body
There's something about a wet man
in the rain, in the ocean, in the shower
or maybe it's just you
and that something special you do to me
and what I want to do to you
how I want to touch you
to follow the raindrops as they flow
with the tip of my tongue
to feel you shiver and know
it's not the cold of the rain
but the warmth of my kiss
Now the rain will always remind me
of you, and a warm Spring day

I know I should run
as fast as I can
for you will come to own me
and you are not an easy master
you will have me bound and chained,
and bend me to your will.
I will lose the independence
it took so long to gain
and the saddest part of all
is in a little while
I will not mind the chains.
Why should I escape
when I worked so hard
to let you capture me.
But, when you tire of owning me
you will set me free
Then where will I be?
A different set of chains.
A very different game.
with no feet to stand on
just a puppet with no strings,
and no one to pull them
if I did.

	I dreamed last night you touched me. Your fingers warm, skin on skin Your lips caressed me tenderly. I felt it all begin. The shaking, quaking, butterflies tumbling deep inside The need unfolding slowly your hands upon my thighs You reached within the darkest place where all my secrets hide and showed them how to dance then showed them how to fly. Hot and deep, you carried me into the April skies. We touched the sun and burned like fire. though I knew it wasn't wise. I gave to you all there is, everything you sought to take, and when we came to earth, in your arms I thought I'd wake. But it was just a dream not ever meant to be. For though I dream of you, you never dream of me.

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